my fujoshi problem #1

I got news from a yaoi site/forum in my country about this event, it is the first ever yaoi convention in the country but I missed it!
Damn! what a waste!
*cry forever please! ｡･ﾟﾟ･(>д<)･ﾟﾟ･｡｡･ﾟﾟ･(>д<)･ﾟﾟ･｡｡･ﾟﾟ･(>д<)･ﾟﾟ･｡｡･ﾟﾟ･(>д<)･ﾟﾟ･｡